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We did a lot this weekend (though, I didn't get as much homework done as I'd liked to have) but it left me in a bit of a haze.
Perhaps it was the time spent sitting in traffic getting home from the Big E (I drove the 501st jeep through leading the group - my first time driving something through a parade). We got home late as a result, meaning I only got around 5.5 hours of sleep (while only getting about 5 hours of sleep the night before). Here's hoping things get clearer after tonight (where I'm determined to get a full 8 hours).
Perhaps its just the fall. We're in a constant state of change, things are dying, and other things are going to sleep. I love the fall, though it definitely tends to have an emotional impact on me in both directions. I'm a lot more sappy and sentimental about things while I get more upset about the negatives. I'm either really intensely connected to people or very lonely. The fall tends to mix things up, the winter provides some stability and quiet, and the spring promises new beginnings (with the summer bringing ripeness).
I still feel like there's something I should be doing that I'm not. I need to try and take a break from the noise so that I can center, figure it out, change and grow. I have plenty to do and not enough time to do it . . . I just feel like I'm not doing *the* "it", if that makes any sense.
Quote of the day: "There is nothing good or bad but thinking makes it so." - Shakespeare
Perhaps it was the time spent sitting in traffic getting home from the Big E (I drove the 501st jeep through leading the group - my first time driving something through a parade). We got home late as a result, meaning I only got around 5.5 hours of sleep (while only getting about 5 hours of sleep the night before). Here's hoping things get clearer after tonight (where I'm determined to get a full 8 hours).
Perhaps its just the fall. We're in a constant state of change, things are dying, and other things are going to sleep. I love the fall, though it definitely tends to have an emotional impact on me in both directions. I'm a lot more sappy and sentimental about things while I get more upset about the negatives. I'm either really intensely connected to people or very lonely. The fall tends to mix things up, the winter provides some stability and quiet, and the spring promises new beginnings (with the summer bringing ripeness).
I still feel like there's something I should be doing that I'm not. I need to try and take a break from the noise so that I can center, figure it out, change and grow. I have plenty to do and not enough time to do it . . . I just feel like I'm not doing *the* "it", if that makes any sense.
Quote of the day: "There is nothing good or bad but thinking makes it so." - Shakespeare
