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dancerjodiSkipping that 11:00 pumping session made me so sad. I'm pumping now and I'm still sad that I didn't before. :(
Breastfeeding and pumping is hard work! But it is working now (mostly). We've come so far. I am enjoying this special bond that we have. And knowing I'm giving her the most natural food she can get.
I don't want to be away from Mina for so long in August.
But I don't want to have to pass on fun night time Celebration partying (pool, mixer, Disney Hollywood studios).
I don't want to lug all of her belongings with us.
I don't want to have to bring pumping supplies and deal with milk transport if she stays home.
I don't want to leave her at home.
Yeah, woah is freakin' me! I'm lucky to have these problems. Still, it weighs on me.
Breastfeeding and pumping is hard work! But it is working now (mostly). We've come so far. I am enjoying this special bond that we have. And knowing I'm giving her the most natural food she can get.
I don't want to be away from Mina for so long in August.
But I don't want to have to pass on fun night time Celebration partying (pool, mixer, Disney Hollywood studios).
I don't want to lug all of her belongings with us.
I don't want to have to bring pumping supplies and deal with milk transport if she stays home.
I don't want to leave her at home.
Yeah, woah is freakin' me! I'm lucky to have these problems. Still, it weighs on me.
