Ugh,

[dancerjodi]

My dad brought the bunnies over this morning and they are in my craft room - and my allergies have been acting up ever since then. Too many allergens brings on Dancer's asthma, this is not a good thing. It looks like I'll be doing homework in the living room (rather than letting them out to hop around in here while I do homework in here).

Why do I do these kinds of things? They are so damned cute, I wanted to help out. But now I'm going to have some serious issues until they are adopted. They are so sweet though, I feel so sad when I look in their eyes and think of what they've gone through.

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Thinking of the GG trip this weekend, I'm bummed that I didn't really get to hang out with people much at all. A big chunk of Saturday was taken up by homework and that massage and when I was done with the massage, everyone had scattered for the day. Usually we stay with a group in the studio so since we were in the house we didn't get to see studio people that much. And people seemed to have a mixed time . . .

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I can't fix the world and I just need to keep that in mind :/

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GG

[dancer.livejournal.com]

"I don't think it was just you; rather everyone. We kind of all went our own ways and then collected for meals and communal events."

Yeah, and that really bummed me out. I really enjoy the weekend of big hikes, or lounging in pajamas watching Saturday cartoons, or making fun of Spud, or etc.

"I was thinking when I got home that I really wanted to spend more time with everyone in the group too but then I thought of all the little side projects we were all doing and was amazed we spent any time together to begin with."

I actually felt guilty about scheduling that massage because I knew that it may make group activities difficult, but I also knew that I really needed one (and it was a VERY good one, as you could see in my afterglow :) ). Other than that though my plan was to go with the flow (and squeeze homework in when other people were otherwise occupied). I wouldn't say I had a *bad* weekend, I'm just sorry that others did.

I do this all the time, after a bad event I say "OK fine, I just won't coordinate anything like it again" and then a bit of time passes and I go and coordinate something like it again (say for instance, the porn party example) :)

I'm glad you were able to go and it was nice to see you, in the little bits of time that I did get to see you :)

"All in all, it was a great weekend."

Yay!