Quiet

It will be a quiet, lonely weekend. Yesterday after multiple vet visits with Max I got Carlos and Nina (the bunnies) into the cat carrier with some timothy and brought them to the pet shelter. It was SO hard for me to do this, I feel so bad for not keeping them (though I know my allergies would have gotten the better of me). If anyone decides they want to give these cute bunnies a nice indoor home you can find them at Pet World on Rt. 9 in Natick (across the street from the Natick Mall).

After that I snuggled with the cat on the couch and fell asleep until B called to say he was stuck in traffic on the way home. Max knew something was up so he was glued to my side for the next couple of hours. Then 2 great friends came over and the 4 of us went to dinner and to see the new Harry Potter. It was neat, beautiful and all - I just wasn't as amazed with it as the 1st one . . .

Today I'll be doing homework (save for an hour when I go down to the gym for my appointment with the personal trainer) and tonight we'll finally see 8 Mile. And tomorrow we're going to some Sci Fi convention and possibly Reverie if I've finished my paper yet (since it will be the last Reverie for a while).

I can't wait to get back to work, the long quiet days are lonely and have been getting to me. That paired with not seeing people much due to homework that has to be done makes me feel out of it. And that's not fun.

That's what I miss about being in school - not seeing people. That and not being able to dance either. At this time last year I was getting ready to perform - you can see some other's accounts from the show at:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/canongrrl/day/2001/12/16
http://www.livejournal.com/users/nepenthe01/day/2001/12/16

I don't know if I can keep doing this. Next semester I'm definitely moving to the '1 class a semester' plan but at this rate, it will take forever to get my degree. I just miss dance classes and performing SO much, and miss having my life . . .

Blergh!

Affirmations

I will be better about doing homework when I say I'm going to so I'm not waiting till' the last minute.
I will actually get myself to the gym on a regular basis now that I've found a new one.
I will make an effort to go food shopping on a regular basis so that I can cook healthy and balanced meals for us.
I will spend more time with my B, even if it is hanging around near him while I do homework and he geeks.
I will figure out how to get more sewing and pleasure reading into my life.
I will make an effort to get more spiritual practice and socializing into my life.

And in all of this, I won't let myself get frazzled or crazy :)

And on that note - I will be out the door now to go meet with the personal trainer down the street at the gym :)