Well,

I'm feeling quite like Willy Loman right now. After working for that place for so long it really was a part of who I am. And I quite don't know what to do with myself.

I've been keeping busy though. I went to 1/2 of that HR sponsored transitional workshop yesterday (I had to skip the second 1/2 to go to school) and I'm going today from 9 - 5. It was neat at least to talk with other people who had been let go. All in all it seems like there were 15-20 of us but they'll be letting a lot more go in January. All of us were affiliated with Secure Horizons . . .

I have lots more to say but not the time to do it now since I need to make some tea, grab a muffin and head out the door for that HR thing. Tomorrow I'm hoping to send out some more resumes (I sent some out yesterday) and do more job searching. I'm also going to try and meet up with Melanie to get the lunchbag I forgot in the fridge, see her lovely son and and house and spend some time with her. I'm going to miss working next to my cube buddy.

I know things will get better, I know this may be a huge blessing in disquise. I just tend to like stability in my life and this isn't quite that stable.

Thank you all for your well wishes and offers to help. You have no idea how much this means to me.