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The beginning
May. 12th, 2003 07:58 amWhat an appropriate way for a Monday to start - with dark skies, rain and cold. I guess to truly appreciate beauty we need to know what's not beautiful. My hair is doing that growing big/frizzy thing that it does with humid rain. I've put it all up in a bun to try and tame it, but now my neck is cold :)
I'm feeling better today than I have over the last couple of weeks though. I still don't believe that I'm done with school for a couple of months, the thought that I didn't have to do homework this weekend and I won't have to treck into the Southie/Dorchester area on Wednesday after work is odd. Still, another commitment has popped up in that I'll have dancing on Mondays AND Tuesdays for the next 2 weeks to get ready for my show. It will allow me more time to chill in Waltham but I'll miss the last 2 episodes of Buffy (B is going to tape them and we'll watch em' when I get home around 10:00 I guess).
I'm finally calling the doctor today to see if they think I should go in for an x-ray of my ribs. Its been 3 weeks already and I'll go from having a mild, numb pain to having difficulty sitting in my car and talking in a matter of seconds for what appears to be no reason at all. Damned body!
I guess I feel like writing something meaningful, poetic and sharing - I just don't know quite exactly what I want to say or how I want to say it. So I won't. So many thoughts have been going through my head about feelings of home, love and sexuality. I guess its a good thing to be continuously thoughtful about things, not letting life simply just happen. But a vacation sometimes would be nice :)
I'm feeling better today than I have over the last couple of weeks though. I still don't believe that I'm done with school for a couple of months, the thought that I didn't have to do homework this weekend and I won't have to treck into the Southie/Dorchester area on Wednesday after work is odd. Still, another commitment has popped up in that I'll have dancing on Mondays AND Tuesdays for the next 2 weeks to get ready for my show. It will allow me more time to chill in Waltham but I'll miss the last 2 episodes of Buffy (B is going to tape them and we'll watch em' when I get home around 10:00 I guess).
I'm finally calling the doctor today to see if they think I should go in for an x-ray of my ribs. Its been 3 weeks already and I'll go from having a mild, numb pain to having difficulty sitting in my car and talking in a matter of seconds for what appears to be no reason at all. Damned body!
I guess I feel like writing something meaningful, poetic and sharing - I just don't know quite exactly what I want to say or how I want to say it. So I won't. So many thoughts have been going through my head about feelings of home, love and sexuality. I guess its a good thing to be continuously thoughtful about things, not letting life simply just happen. But a vacation sometimes would be nice :)
